I know I'll never get married, I'll never adopt a child, I'll never graduate high school, I'll never become a singer, I'll never travel the world, I have come to accept all of this. Yet I cannot accept dying without kissing you. ×××× I know I can't escape this life, but reality is the second best option. "Come on an adventure with me?'

"why do you like water so much?" "it reminds me that i have the option of drowning and escaping this life."

What if the first words your soulmate says to you are tattooed to your wrist until you meet them. Well for Troye the word "help" has been on his wrist since he was born and it has always confused him. Why would someone who doesn't know him ask for help. Well it all starts to make sense when he meets Connor. What does Connor do that will bring them together?

Troye Sivan is used to the streets. That's where he was found when he was three; the streets of Sydney, Australia, an orphan all alone in the rain. But when he was adopted, he thought the streets would never become his lifestyle again. He had a home, a family, a life. It's amazing how one simple fact can change that all in an instant.

"Yeah, I know, it's weird that my boyfriend is crazy famous, and I have really bad social anxiety, but we love each other, and we make it work." a tronnor au where troye is super famous and connor is his boyfriend but super self conscious

Troye thought soulmates and love at first sight were make believe and something that only happened in children's books until he met someone who changed his mind... Not at first though.

"We're all products of the media Con." Connor Franta, an average guy with good grades, a beautiful girlfriend, a fancy scholarship, and a nagging feeling that everything might not be as okay as he hoped. Troye Sivan, a piece of art with a not-so-typical life, a disorder, and a secret that he desperately tries to keep. What happens when everything's put on the line for the most selfish of reasons? Read and find out.

Troye Sivan Mellet was a successful online singing sensation. He had millions of subscribers, adoring fans, and a seemingly perfect life. But he had a secret. When he told his family about his sexuality, they kicked him out of the house. Afterwards, they deleted his YouTube channel and all his social media sites. He was a nobody now. Homeless, alone, and wandering through the streets, Troye finds temporary shelter with a pimp. By mere chance, Troye stumbles upon Connor Franta, a fresh college graduate. All Connor wants is a good job, nice family, and a perfect life. Connor lets Troye stay in the spare room of his apartment as a simple roommate. But little do they know, this simple friendship will turn into much more.

His whole world is gray. Until he meets the boy that brings in the blue. Only problem is, they both know nothing but self-destruction and running from their feelings. How do you find love when you don't want to? A soulmate AU where Troye and Connor find each other without looking.

19 year old youtuber, break out pop artist, and actor, Troye Sivan, has wanted to move up to California in order to fulfill his dreams of living in America for a few years now so when his good friend and fellow youtuber, Tyler Oakley, tells him of a good friend of his who's in need of a flat mate in order to help pay rent, Troye jumps at the chance. Little did he know moving to California and meeting Connor would change his life completely.