Yoongi doesn't feel like the other members care. He feels like they all get along better with each other and that instead of praising him when he does well (like they do with each other), all they do is make him feel bad when he makes mistakes. They never point out the good things he does and when he does something wrong, they scold him instead of encouraging him to do better. He starts to close himself off from group activities (that arent to do with the public of course) and becomes more and more asocial. Hoseok notices, trying his best to find whats wrong and help him.

Being an idol is hard and tiring. Yoongi doesn't know why he chose to become one when all he wanted to do was make music. He wants to leave this way of life, to get away from the prying eyes of the world. But he knows even if he quits, people will still be watching him. There's only one way out and he's been wanting to follow through with it for as long as he can remember. WARNING!! Contains ~self harm ~suicide attempts ~suicidal thoughts ~abuse

Min Yoongi is the loner at school Everyday is a nightmare for him. Always being bullied by the 6 member friend group BTS and being abused by his parents. What will happen when he has to work with BTS and write songs together? Will they find out about Yoongi's home life? Find out in Simul Operantes :D

EDITING (You can still read) Yoongi-Bottom Jin-Bottom BTS-Top Yoongi, a depressed, anorexic 24-year old. After reading online hater comments on a photo of him and the boys, Yoongi becomes depressed and anorexic. He doesn't want to tell BTS, he doesn't want to tell anyone, he will just burden them. He's not enough for them. How to solve this 'problem'? Well it's obvious, he'll just become smaller and smaller until there is nothing left of him. That's how he will please everyone. That, is how he will be enough for everyone. Contains: self harm, swearing, sexual scenes, and more I own none of the people in this book, this is just a fan fiction Completed! 2019 January 13th

~ He stood at the edge ready to end it all. "Your gonna jump aren't you?" Yoongi stood there in shock. He almost didn't hear the stern voice through his own tears, but it sounded so familiar~ Yoongi's depressed. Despite having had huge success with their latest comeback, the pressure is getting to him. He's always had anxiety and depression but with the added stress of this comeback it's becoming a lot for him, almost too much. That is until two members find him, hopefully before it's too late.

"Everytime I eat, I feel disgusted with myself. Why won't this feeling go away?"