This book is about horror and sadness which sad is a good thing and it's kind of about me

Hi. I'm Elizabeth Stokes. I'm 18 going on 19. I live a pretty boring life. Until I meet two amazing boys on a cruise. Elizabeth Stokes goes on a journey and finds love. She picks one boy but still loves the other one. She has heartbreak but overcomes it. So will she choose Hunter or Jake?? Read to find out!