What happens when the runt of the world famous SoCalOC pack starts emailing the soon to be Alpha through a High School merge scheme? Really bad at description so I dunno just read it. They're be drama, action and soppy shit. And it's Cashby. You can't not read Cashby. Even if it's not mine read Cashby. The feels!!!!

Alan has a few problems that have ruined his life. Austin wants to help, but doesn't know how. What can he do with someone so deep in his own head that he can barely function. (Trigger Warning-- abuse, depression, self harm, social anxiety) READ WITH CAUTION

It started with name calling. Fag, emo, gross, ugly, anorexic, boney. Then, he laid hands on me. On December 19th of 2011, Austin Carlile gave me a black eye. ~TRIGGERING~

"Mr. Ashby." "Yes?" "Do you know how insufferably hot you are?" he asked, locking the door, and shutting the blinds. "Well, yes. I've been told." I said, smirking. "Wipe that smirk off your face. Before I wipe it off for you." "And how would you do that, sir?" I asked, standing up. "Like this." The next thing I knew, I was pushed up against the whiteboard and Mr. Carlile's lips were on mine.

Alan, a once outgoing, happy sixteen year old from Boston, is sent to live with his grandparents in California, following his parents death. Following their death, and old friends turning away from him, he decides to shut himself off from the world. He becomes quite, reserved, depressed and has refused to let anyone in since the night that changed his life forever. But what happens when Austin, a sixteen year old boy who is angry with life and one of the school's biggest bullies is dared to make Alan fall in love with him with the intentions of destorying him?