control ;; phan

"goddamn right, you should be scared of me" {this fan fiction contains some very triggering topics}

The Super Amazing Saturn Project (phan fiction) (complete)

so basically if you've stumbled across this story i must warn you of suicide, self-harm, abuse, alcohol, language, and sex ;) so Phil gets assigned a new project for his astronomy class and instantly likes dan. Although his constant insecurities and troubled memories always cause him to believe that dan could never lo...

Sinking

i was sinking, and i couldn't swim. {phan au} highest ranking - #10 in danandphil

Sleep . Phan .

Dan is tired. So, so tired. Mentions of suicide and self harm . all cover pictures are my own

splashed skiesϟphan au

a friend of falling and a silhouette in the night. photograph on covers by carlota guerrero

Society (Phan)

Society has never really accepted Dan Howell, but when he meets Phil Lester, society's opinion is now invalid. Contains triggers, a warning will be issued when needed. Warnings: swearing, self inflicted injuries, boyxboy, homophobic words.

drown ↣ phan (complete )

"you're the only thing saving me from myself." (this book is a piece of s h i t)

Meet Me On The Roof

Dan and Phil are both Grade 12 students in high school with similar, yet not so similar problems. They can be there for each other when no one else can, but that could lead to their self destruction. Or their self rebuilding. *there's gonna be some foul language in this fic, and some smut later on, but for the most p...

Brotherly love (phan)

Phil is an orphan, bullied, and living alone with no friends in a home. He does his best not to let that fact that no one seems to care about him get to him, but it's getting harder. Then a nice couple start to take interest in him, and it turns out they have a son his age, Daniel, but the love they begin to share isn...

trains ; phan

social anxiety disorder can easily ruin your life. beautiful strangers can either cure or worsen it.

Bad Boys Don't Smile / phan

Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?

The Benefits Project ; phan au

Dan Howell is a timid boy, who always does as he is told. He was once friends with Phil Lester, the 'bad influence' who soon ditches Dan for the popular group in Year 7. After five years of not talking to each other, they're partnered in a project and Phil's wants to win Dan over just like he has with most of their y...

used to be friends ∆ phan ∆ completed

"I see a lonely boy. Someone who trusted another person & that person person left him & stopped talking to him all together. I see someone who deserves love & kindness. He deserves an explanation. I see Phil. Wonderful, amazing, beautiful Phil. Fuck Carrie, I might like Phil." +×+ Or the one where Dan & Phil used to b...

Alive (Phan)

Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excite...

keyboards ▷ phan

dan: i don't think we were meant to create a melody. phil: no, we weren't. we were born to make a symphony. or in which phil lester tries to get piano lessons from a brown-haired boy, but he ends up loving the teacher more than the music. © hvrcrux 2017

Space Kid ➸ Phan [texting]

after a certain website broadcasted dan howell's phone number to every visitor, he was bound to get a few texts. it was pure luck that phil lester was the one to text him. ❝ emo kid dan☽ : actually... philly✧ : ??? whats up emo boy ❞ minor swearing and some adult themes. triggers will be tagged. highest ranking : #73...

Just like me: phan

Phil: a loser, continuously beaten and picked on by the other guys at school. Dan: popular, arrogant, and confused. What happens when the two collide? Just like me is a story of trust, love and secrets (Ok I'm making this sound like a bad tv drama, just read the fic please, I broke my thumbs writing it. *WARNING* se...

Northern Downpour || Phan AU

Phil is not the most important boy at school, and Dan is just trying to fit in. What happens when their lives suddenly collide, and start something that none of them ever thought would happen. Warnings: violence, abuse, swearing, (smut).

FuckBoy ; Phan Kik AU

"Are you a fuckboy?" "Do you want me to be?" "Is it wrong of me to say yes?" "Spank me and call me princess." "Maybe I will.." • • • In this Phan Kik AU,Dan is a fuckboy and he meets Phil.Dan can be sweet and gentle but sometimes all he wants is sex nothing more than sex.Can Dan tame his inner sex demon? •Highest Rank...

Relapse (Phan)

SEQUEL TO ALIVE Phil's life is in shambles. A third year university student, he lives a less-than-extraordinary life: ignoring calls from his ex-best-friend, working in a local shop, and sleeping around to forget the one thing always on his mind: Dan Howell. TW: language, sexual content, drug mentions ENTIRELY WRITTE...

asl? ✧ phan

"hey, asl?" [highest rank: #26]

falling stars//phan au

in which phil wants to sell some cds and gets chatting to a willing buyer. i'm aware that a thousand message based phanfictions exist already but i wanted to try my hand at writing one. the cover was made by the amazing @hovvell !

Grim Reaper // phan

Book 1 in the Grim Reaper trilogy! Dan's just like any other person out in the world. Except he's a Reaper, someone who decides whether or not a person should die. He's had this job for as long as he remembers, and is never bothered by what he does. But when he is sent to judge Phil Lester, his life becomes harder and...

FACEBOOK. [ dh + pl ] COMPLETED

"respond to pm you little shit." "i dont even know u gtfo" "then why did you accept my request?" "bc ure hot" i wrote this when i was legit 13 its so ugly -JEALUHS©️ 2015

Student teacher (Phan)

Daniel James Howell has a typical teenage life, with the acceptation of a semi-dark past. His life was drama free, and had no major worries. That's until a student teacher starts to teach his art class. They instantly clicked and even more. Dan never had any big secrets, he could always tell his "friends" everything...

kik :: phan

in which phil works at a bookstore and dan messages him on kik

Misfit (Phan AU)

Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts...

poet. ➸ phan

dan likes long words. he also likes phil lester. short story.

The Salsa Fic

You do you boo