'Everyone expected me to go first. To be the one to die. We were all waiting for it. Yet the cruel, twisted irony of life had to change it. Taking Skye and leaving me behind' Sierra and Skye were identical twins. Yet in every other way besides their looks, they were different. Skye was fun, out going as bright as a star. While Sierra, she was shy, smart and aways in Skye's shadow. Then Sierra was diagnosed with Leukaemia. Everyone was expecting her to die. So Sierra doesn't know how to deal with it, when Skye dies first and Sierra learns she is getting better. Haunted by guilt Sierra doesn't want to get better. But Nathan, Skye's boyfriend before she died, is determined to help. Then when Sierra finds Skye's journal and a list of things Skye wanted to do, she knows that she has to complete it for her. Only problem is, she needs Nathan, who was her sisters boyfriend's, help. But Sierra can't stand seeing Nathan, not after what they did the night Skye died. But after opening the journal, Sierra is released into a world of feeling of love, confusion and hate. Her life will never be the same but how can she learn to deal with it