"goddamn right, you should be scared of me" {this fan fiction contains some very triggering topics}

18 year old Dan Howell has been kicked out of his home by his parents after getting into trouble with the police (again). On this winters day, he has no money, no food and nowhere to stay - until he is offered accommodation in a strangers home. However, there are secrets this stranger is hiding and Dan is determined to find out... [phan fic]

Dan and Phil are best friends. They live in the same flat and always did everything together. Little did they know, each of them had feelings for the other, but didn't want to say anything because maybe it would ruin their friendship. Was it worth the wait for Phil when Dan decides to get a boyfriend?

TRIGGER WARNING!! tw: self harm, anorexia, bulimia, depression, anxiety, lots of swear words, suicidal actions. Please if you're easily triggered do not read this; take care of yourself while reading this, i love you all<3 Dan. A lost boy. A broken soul. No place to call home. Beatings after beatings at school. He's a bomb about to explode. until he meets Phil. A boy who's very optimistic and caring. He's a people pleaser, making sure everyone's happy. Unlike Dan who would rather die then continue his journey through life. What happened when their lives collide? ps. I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST THESE CHARACTERS IN THE BOOK!

Dan is the senior that everyone looks up to, he is charming, witty and sometimes even nice. Phil is the sophomore that is constantly being bullied for being who he his, a boy who likes boys. Roles seem to switch when Dan saves Phil's life, and finds himself falling for the younger boy. Dan is the new target for torment and beatings. But unlike Phil, Dan doesn't handle it very well, and finds himself spiraling downhill, with what seems like no way back to the top.

Dan comes home from Christmas shopping to find Phil in the bathroom passed out. He doesn't know how or why this happened, but is terrified for his best friend. Dan tries to help Phil but gets annoyed with himself in the process, writing everything he hates about himself along with his deepest secret: his love for his best friend. Will Phil ever find out? WARNING: Could be triggering, attempted suicide, fluff, angst, possible sexual references ©chloemitzu

Dan doesn't have the most easiest life one could think of. Letting out the pain out more descrete than everyone else. But then he meets Phil, and his perspective at the world changes. Warnings: Self harm, slightly strong language, suicidal thoughts

[sequel to city lights] under the starry skies, drama fills the air. murders, detectives and maybe a little christmas spirit, but the worst thing... dan howell doesn't know if he should stay in london or go back to new york city.

just when the catipillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly × sequel to 'transgender' {HIGHEST RANKING #3}