nyctophilia ; an abnormal preference for darkness "we were fighting and there was a knife and i- i slit her throat. phil, i killed her." [first published: 25 december 2015 finished: 6 may 2016]

Dan and Phil have been best friends for years. However, there are many secrets they don't know about each other. Dan has hidden his entire past from Phil, and Phil still needs to share a few bits and pieces about his. But that's not all they've kept hidden; the former secrets were merely things they've tried to forget. These secrets, they eat at them each day, aching to be let out of their dark cave but fearing rejection and hate. Will they find a way to spill their cups full of secrets, or will they stay enclosed forever? If they do end up set loose, what will become of the two boys? You'll have to read to find out. (Minor side ships: KickTheStickz and Troyler*) (Warnings: Depression, Self-harm, Mentions of Rape, Mentions of Abuse, Attempted Suicide, Extreme Awkwardness, MASSIVE AMOUNTS OF FABULOUS HOMOSEXUAL-NESS) *Not coming around until wayyyy later in the story :3

Dan is a dancer, but it's his best kept secret. Moving to a new college results in new friends, new hobbies and a new outlook in life; but what does it really mean to be human? A series of strange and seemingly unconnected events unfold that all seem to link back to Dan's mysterious new boyfriend. etcetc phan with kickthestickz This story carries some warnings, however they're p much all spoilers except non-graphic violence and injury on one occasion, and non-described minor character death. No major character death and no self harm. Please message me if you think you'll need to know the TWs! To avoid spoilers, you can give me a list of things you don't want to read for whatever reason and I'll let you know if they're in the fic or not :)