What is the best way to keep a secret? "Tell it to everyone you know, but pretend you are kidding" - Lemony Snicket. It turned out that Snicket was painfully correct. By the time I reached P.E. after lunch on Monday, it was tipping over the edge of eighty degrees, and my red hoodie had been stuffed in the back of my locker since Brunch. I'd lost count of how many people had gaped at my arm with shocked expressions and open mouths, curious voices unsure of whether or not they wanted to know the answer asking, "Did you cut your arm?" By third period, I'd gotten so fucking sick of repeating the same excuse that my sarcastic asshole side had leaked out. So, I'd been responding to my classmates appalled questions with something along the lines of, "Yes, I cut myself." There was a kind of sick humor to it - technically, I was telling the truth. Not that anyone would ever know it. Cover cred to RazorbladeKissesx

I've been debating on making a jalex fic for a while but I kinda shy away because I don't want people to hate me… um i never give description to stories until they're finished cause I always end up changing the plot somehow so if you want to know what it's about you kinda have to read it. Um. Yeah, bye.

I'm not really sure what this is about or where I plan to take this fan fic, but I will tell you that it is super cheesy. So if you have just finished a really sad fan fiction you can trust me that this a really cute jalex fan fic that will make you smile :)

It all began with a kiss, with Alex, my best friend, my band mate, which got me thinking, am I gay? The audience was yelling now. "Do it! Do it! Do it! Do it!" They chanted. I blinked, confused. "What?" Alex asked a fan. "Okay" he murmured and made his way over to me. I raised at eyebrow but he didn't say anything. He grabbed my face and softly pecked me on the lips. Dumbfounded I just stood there. "Alright!" Alex picked up the mic skillfully. "This ones called weightless. Hit it!" The drums kicked in and I played as alex pranced around on stage. After that show, fans ordered us to kiss at every venue we performed at. Became a regular thing I guess. I just wished the kisses would last longer... So I admit. I, Jack Barakat, have a crush on my best friend and fellow bandmate, Alex Gaskarth.

Truth or dare one of those fucking teenage games again! For Alex is was the game that erupted unwanted feelings for his best friend Jack, for Jack it was a dream come true. Now Alex is trying to fight his feelings for Jack he keeps telling himself he's not gay and there was no way in Hell he was in love with Jack, but Jack has already accepted his feelings for Alex and has no problem with waiting for Alex. Alex is scared and confused but he's going to try to figure everything out, without telling anyone about what he fells for Jack in fear that something might go wrong, that it might break up the band. Jack loves Alex, and Alex has weird feelings. Confusing? Extremely. Will Alex be able to figure everything out? Or will he hurt and break his best friend to pieces? Will Jack's biggest dream come true? Or crash and crumble?

"Hello?" I would know that voice anywhere, even if I can't see him I already know who he is. "Sorry I think I called the wrong number." I say when I hear his voice. There is something in his voice that makes me want to look at him and tell him that everything is going to be alright. "Are you okay?" I ask and I can hear how he says a quiet no, I never thought that I would hear my hero so broken. Why is he broken?