She thought the world was against her and being loved just wasn't for her, until she met four boys determined to change that. (the writing in this is certainly not my best, just a heads up) warning: this book deals with triggering topics such as eating disorders, self-harm, and suicide. [highest ranking ~ #1 fanfiction] 2015 by mrcalibu. All rights reserved (I do not own 5 Seconds of Summer, Hi Or Hey Records, Arzaylea, Bryana Holly, or any real-life characters that may be involved in the story. I only own my own characters, such as Daisy. Every character and their actions in this book is strictly fictional.)

Lucy Devon is an average 16 year old, Childcare college. However she pours out her real feelings for what she really wants to do in life. She knows no-one believes in her. But she decides to go ahead. A competition comes her way; but some of the outcomes aren't the best. They cause disbelief for her future. Does her future pan out to be how she always dreamed it to be, or does it crumble. Read on to find out!!

In which a sarcastic girl with a secret fear of touching meets a rebellious, lilac haired boy who can't seem to keep his hands off her. (last updated 2020)