"'I miss you.' 'What do you mean? I'm right here.' He shook his head. 'No, I mean I miss seeing you. I miss your smile. Seeing you smile made me so happy. I'm still so upset that I'll never see it again.' I breathed in, a bit shaky. 'You've just got to remember that if I'm with you, I'm always smiling, okay?' 'I still miss seeing you. If I could have just one opportunity to be able to see again, even just for a moment, I would spend my time just watching you smile. That's all I would want....'" After a horrible accident, Phil loses his sight and goes completely blind. Dan's help has been amazing to get him through it, but Dan can't help falling in love with his best friend - now in daily need of his care and attention. This story is about love and trust, and how two friends - much more than friends - overcome the odds of a disability, and how they realize that no matter how difficult it gets, they will always have each other. (Warnings: none! :D Fluffy, a little dash of angst, looong)

" Phil Lester is on the edge of suicide. " or in which Dan can see everyone's deepest secret simply by looking at them.

Phil is a bully. He wants to fit in, but doing so would involve beating up Dan, the nerd. loser. freak. Dan's had a crush on Phil as soon as he'd seen him. Would Phil feel the same way?

• Two YouTuber's, the best of friends, were doing a YouNow for their fans. One made the mistake of asking a question and answering it jokingly sending the fans into a frenzy. To repay the fans from 'destroying their happiness' Dan and Phil decided they'd be gay for one day. They would vlog their adventures and that would be it... but maybe it wouldn't be. ~•~ Smirking, Phil spoke proudly, "Are you two really gay for each other?" He could sense the awkwardness in the air as he gulped it in. Phil did something that he didn't think would cause too much bother, he did something that he did slightly regret, but he did something that he's kind of glad hendid. "Yes, yes we are." The words escaped Phil's lips before his brain could comprehend anything. ~•~ A/N okay so I don't know how regular these updates will be, nor do I expect this story to go far as I (amy) am not a very good writer and am not very creative so I don't expect that anyone that decides to read this will enjoy it. •