"Drugs. Fucked up brain. I like to self-destruct." His face was slightly unfocused in my eyes. I thought he looked nice. "You're one ugly motherfucker," I said instead. He leaned in close to my ear. I remembered his breath on my neck. "Am I?" I think he kissed me. Maybe I kissed him. I don't remember who kissed who. I just remember us kissing. I also remember how his fist felt against my nose and how mine felt against his cheek. *** A dark (crenny-ish) story, as told through memories. Originally uploaded on AO3. WARNINGS: DEAD DOVE. DO NOT EAT This story contains topics such as self harm, suicide, substance abuse, eating disorders, and death. Please be cautious.

**COMPLETED** Craig Tucker, the infamous stoic teenager of South Park, had a secret habit of needing to know everything about everyone. Every piece of dirty laundry, every skeleton in someone's closet, every truth that was supposed to be someone's secret never remained a secret from Craig. He knew everything about everyone except for a twitchy, anxiety-driven boy named Tweek Tweak, who somehow remained a mystery to him. As his curiosity grew stronger and he became closer to Tweek, he didn't expect that getting closer to him would change everything.

"You mean Tweek? He's annoying," it was a lie, I could never think of Tweek as annoying, but at the time I just wanted to be accepted as a decent human being. Someone people would want to be around, "The only reason I hang out with him anymore is because of the free coffee. He's a freak, really."

From the struggle of being too emotional, and too emotionless. CraigxTweek Any art involved is not mine

"'Milex is real,'" he read aloud to himself. The singer bellowed with laughter, startling Miles."It kind of is real in a way, ain't it?" He gave a crooked smile, looking at Miles over his sunglasses. Miles hesitated, was he supposed to answer that? "Like, we're bezzies, aren't we? Proper good friendship going on, ain't there?" Miles attempts to set aside the subtle crushes that he has towards Alex, believing it is just a peculiar phase. However, nearly eight years later and after several relationships, Miles isn't coping well with Alex sharing an apartment with him and the feeling certainly haven't simmered down.

More Gorillaz 2Doc Similar to my 'One Bullet' 2Doc fanfic, because they both end up on Plastic Beach, but different in the fact it, Murdoc has forgotten Stuart's pills... See what happens when 2D is taken off the meds for his concussions, and has to endure the pain and work through the horrid emotions Murdoc's been forced to suppress for so many years. All in all, in the end Stuart gets revenge... (Mature content, non-con, rape, blood, violence, etc... Read at your own risk.)

*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

[completed] philly: who's this? danhowell: your future husband ; copyright © 2016 //highest ranking: #4

After Dan Howell dies at the tragically young age of 26, he is greeted by death with a book. A book of every lie that anyone had ever told him. This seems like harmless fun but as he nears the end, he realized everything isn't as it seemed in life with his best friend, Phil Lester. Ship: Phan, Kickthesticks Genre: fluff/angst (no smut) Trigger Warnings: male X male, major character death, suicide, self harm, existencial questions, depression, abuse, torture situations, substance abuse and panic attacks. (i want all of you to be safe and happy whilst reading this so if you are triggered by any of these please don't read)