This is on hiatus and I don't know when it won't be anymore. I have reasons for that, and I would tell you but there's a big chance you don't give a shit, so I won't. You SHOULDN'T START READING THIS. If you finished Exchanging Feelings, pretend that this doesn't exist or you'll hate me when you get to the point where i stopped. I know some people are still reading it and I always get messages asking about updates but PLEASE understand that i'm a 16 year old girl who's just started year 12 and I have more important things to do at the moment. I'll keep writing "More than friends" (don't worry about that) on my tumblr, and i'll also upload one shots every now and then but for now I can't promise an update for this fanfic. i love you guys, I'm really sorry <3 - What the hell happened in those 3 years? :) I'll tell you. - TRIGGER WARNING: (be sure to read this. Some people have screamed at me because I didn't have a trigger warning so PLEASE READ IT BEFORE CLICKING 'START READING'.) Depression in general, INCLUDING: self harm, suicidal thoughts, eating disorders, low self esteem, abuse of medicines, psycho thoughts, mental breakdowns, rehabs (hospitals, clinics) ; DRUG and ALCOHOL usage; swearing; rape, sexual abuse, prostitution; explicit sex scenes boyxboy and girlxgirl, childhood traumas. Please don't read if you don't like drama and confusion. None of these chapters were edited (just like E.F, because I don't give a fuck. yes i really dont give a fuck my name is nicki nice to meet you)

NOTE: This story is currently being re-written, so I 'd advise you to go read the new one as this will soon be deleted. Apoligies for any inconveniences. Two people who are completely opposite. Two people who have to face the harsh reality of the world too young. Two people who are destined for each other. To pull each other from the harsh grip of a ruined society. A society that resents their abnormality. Two people who need each other. They have been hurt, they are hurting and they're delusional, just not in the way that they think. * Beware may be triggering.Phanfiction. Phan is NOT real and never will be, respect that. I write for fun and this is my first story. Thank you and enjoy :) xox &lt;3

**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each other better and discover things about themselves they never guessed.

Dan gets sent off to an all boy camp for the summer. He never thought that it would be this hard to stay in the closet. Triggers: boyxboy, smut Author note: I didn't mean to offend anyone with the title, I have nothing against gay people. (obviously) It's just what Dan calls the camp.

Phil is an exchange student and Dan happens to be his host brother. GENRE: Fluff/Angst. there is smut but you shouldn't read if that's all you want. WARNINGS: Drug/Alcohol Usage, Swearing, Depression and mentions of suicide (cutting, suicide attempt), Death of family members, Childhood traumas, Car accidents, Boyxboy, Drug dealing word count: 88k+ (In case you don't know this, exchange students live with a family that's called "host family".)

[COMPLETE] Dan has a girlfriend and never thought Phil had feelings for him. What happens when Phil decides to open up? Warnings: smut and fluff, boyxboy (THE TITLE DOESNT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH THE STORY, it's all fluffy, so don't worry there's no angsty thing involved)

Two British teenagers meet online and become best friends, however they both have a strange feeling around each other, a feeling that never wants them to be out of each others company. Are they meant to be more than friends? A question both boys keep asking themselves but both are too afraid of asking one another. New Chapter every Sunday! (Or at least I try too). Spelling and grammar may be off as English is my second language, also I'm dyslexic which makes it even harder. But I still love writing and hope you enjoy!

[COMPLETE] Dan always knew he wasn't straight but he couldn't admit it to himself.. That changes when he goes to a boarding school and gets to know this guy called Phil. Triggers: a lot of fluff (and smut in some chapters), boyxboy - Phan. (also my first fanfic ever<3 please go easy on me, this wasn't edit and I can't read it again without cringing)

Life bites.