Vines that keep me from ending it all

This book is about my life. I will warn you now it has Rape,Abuse, Strong language, and some other stuff. It's called Hostage because I always feel like I'm being held hostage. It will have my birthdays, Christmas, Holidays in general, first day of middle school, my thoughts and everything. It will even just have a whole bunch of random days I remember from my child hood. Or a story someone has told me. I hope you like.