She thought the world was against her and being loved just wasn't for her, until she met four boys determined to change that. (the writing in this is certainly not my best, just a heads up) warning: this book deals with triggering topics such as eating disorders, self-harm, and suicide. [highest ranking ~ #1 fanfiction] 2015 by mrcalibu. All rights reserved (I do not own 5 Seconds of Summer, Hi Or Hey Records, Arzaylea, Bryana Holly, or any real-life characters that may be involved in the story. I only own my own characters, such as Daisy. Every character and their actions in this book is strictly fictional.)

Hi, my name is Cadence. I have lived in New Jersey my whole life. I can't wait to get out of this hell hole! I live with my mom that abuses me and my dad that doesn't even talk to me. They say that I should just go and die, maybe they were right. In school is just the same. Nothing really changes. I have no friends. I am 15 years old and I weight 91 pounds because my family doesn't feed me even though they have the money to. I don't eat at school because I have no friends to sit by so I just go outside and wait until they dismiss everyone to go to class from lunch. At school there are these two twins that like to beat me up because they like the attention. There already popular because there famous. All the girls are on them, I guarantee they are just doing that to get popular. I meet somewhere everyday so they can beat me up. They told me if I didn't meet them there something really bad will happen so I just do. I don't care anymore. Why should I?