❝the walls around her heart were like concrete, but even concrete has cracks.❞ ©Narry-My-Storan 2015 ||Kay

❝Running away isn't all that easy. There are many obstacles along the way. Many things run through your mind. Will you get caught? Will it all turn out the way as planned? What if what or who you're running away from, meets with you in the end? Part of me feels it's the right decision, like if I could run away at all it's a sign that I was supposed to; That it's for the best. But then another part of me wonders one thing. Is it worth it?❞ I looked out the window watching as the rain poured down onto the surface of the earth in front of me. ❝What are you getting at, my dear? What are you trying to say?❞ Carol asked me. I pause, closing my eyes inhaling and exhaling through my nose trying to relax before reopening my eyes and continuing. ❝What I am trying to say is, I don't know if I made the right choice. I feel like something isn't right about the whole situation. I have an uneasy feeling, like something bad is to come. That he is going to find me, and capture me.❞ I looked at Carol, the worry in her eyes frightened me even more knowing how much danger we are both in. ❝And I'll admit it. I am afraid. And I should be.❞ ☠ ____________________________________________________ ☠ When Jade runs away from Harry, she can't help but feel fearful of what is to come. After all, he said he'll always find her. But she forbids it. She'll do anything in her power to keep that from happening, as Harry will do everything in his power to make it happen. No matter what it takes, he'll get her one way or another. So, will he get his way? Or will Jade get her way this time? Copyright © xxJadeStylesxx All Rights Reserved 2013

i was sinking, and i couldn't swim. {phan au} highest ranking - #10 in danandphil

*'BEST SERIES' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2017)* FIRST BOOK IN THE 'STAINED' SERIES Meet Phil Lester, a bad boy with blood on his hands. Literally. After one night strikes, Phil turns to a group of serial killers as a distraction and soon he finds himself with a trail of dead bodies at his own fault. Meet Dan Howell, a shy boy with flowers in his hair and nail polish on his fingers. Friendless and full of anxiety, he remains alone, until said serial killer with tattoos and piercings sits right next to him in the same support group. Phil finds himself falling for Dan when his mission is to kill him, and he wants to get close, even if that means spilling the unwanted truth- and a bit of blood. (punk!phil meets pastel!dan) [rated R for language and violence/gore]

SECOND BOOK IN THE 'STAINED' SERIES After running away together, Dan and Phil live their life in London, keeping their past locked up. Either way, nothing has changed. In fact, things have gotten worse for the two boys. After Dan pulled the trigger on the gun, he hasn't been the same since. Dan and Phil are now the most wanted criminals in the UK for many things, but one crime strains their relationship forever last: murder. [rated R for language, violence and/or gore]

THIRD BOOK IN THE 'STAINED' SERIES Dan and Phil are desperate to survive- so desperate that the two decide to become more than just a duo, and bring in whoever they can find to help them get out of this alive. The group is targeted, framed, and attacked by many who want their revenge. They can't sleep, eat, or even blink without being watched. Even with their new allies helping them, that doesn't mean they'll be able to keep the couple alive. Not if they're already dead inside. [RATED R FOR LANGUAGE, GORE AND/OR VIOLENCE]

" we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions can speak louder than words.

"I am saving the race of normal people." Too bad she was the most extraordinary girl I had ever met.

dickaphobia; (n) the fear of dicks and being creeped out by them. © sleepydrummers 2k15 ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. #26 in Humor/#129 in Fanfiction

Two stubborn teenagers meet unexpectedly. Both grief stricken and guarded, Maddie soon becomes Michael's lighthouse. Copyright © fluffycashton 2018. All rights reserved. This book or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express written permission of the author except for the use of brief quotations in a book review.