This is my first story I'm ever publishing so i hope you guys like it :) A/N: Billie Eilish's song "bury a friend" from the WHEN WE ALL FALL ASLEEP, WHERE DO WE GO? album is one of the inspirations for this story. I had originally wrote this for my class as a final grade in English class before I graduated high school & my teacher had loved it so much she literally gave me a 200% :o

Very smutty one shots of either Tyler or Josh requests open :P

there will also be some johnny cade ones in here too yes there will be some joshler smut and yes there will be josh dun/reader and tyler joseph/reader, mostly in their pov

This is a big book of Kellin smut and occasionally some fluff too. Enjoy

I STARTED WRITING THIS WHEN I WAS VERY NEW TO WATTPAD. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. (((Cringey))) This is a story about YOU (and Josh Dun obviously) intended for female readers but if your a guy your still welcome ;P Y/N has been struggling with self confidence and anxiety ever since she was just smol, but just as she felt her life was getting back on track a big change has come along and she is forced to deal with her fears and feelings by herself- or so she thought... 0.o Disclaimer: CONTAINS SUM SWEARING ALSO: This is my first EVER book! So please don't be too hard on me-however constructive criticism and ideas for the story are greatly appreciated as I've just started off :) What are you still doin here go read it ;)

You weren't well known at the school you had a couple of friends their names where Jenna, Tyler and Brendon. Tyler being your best friend was always hanging out with you but but you where pretty close with Jenna and Brendon as well. Tyler had recently started a band with a new boy in school it was your last year of highschool and you hadn't had one boyfriend yet until the new boy came along and things around began to change.

Y/N has lived in Columbus Ohio for her whole life and has had a passion for music since she was very young, little did she know she would soon have a passion for something besides music.

If you love josh as much as I do read this❤️

Text messages between you and JISHWA ;)

This is a cringe ass story .... enjoy??