This is a Ryan Higa(nigahiga) x Sean Fujiyoshi one shot, hope you enjoy my story as much as I enjoy writing it :)

Don't get fooled with the title, this book wasn't really filled with goddamned facts (about closing a goddamn door) about me. It's mostly filled with rants, and I can write stuff here whenever I wanted to. And the big reason why I update shit. So, read at your own risk because I'm sure you don't wanna worry about a person you don't know personally, huh? And, first fun fact: Nobody will read this shit because, why would they? So, ready your tissues and your nerves ('cause cringe moments, I think?) when you're ready to read! And cover art made by me, that li'l shit has deep meaning. :D ~This doesn't have a damned copyright 'cuz it's basically just rants.~

"You said before that things have gotten worse- that you've gotten worse, instead of better. What did you mean?" Ryan looks at him with dull eyes, an empty smile making its way across his face. He shakes his head, "You don't want to know." It's been 5 years since Sean last saw Ryan. And when they meet again, far too many things have changed. But when you've fallen too deeply in love, whatever you do, that would always stay the same. -syan-

"The first time we couldn't be, but now, I'm not risking anything. I'm going to do whatever it takes just so we can be together." As far as I knew, Ryan was crazy. And creepy. And crazy. I guess I didn't know much. Also known as the fic where Ryan needs to make Sean remember, and Sean has no idea what he's talking about. ~syan~

'What' and 'if' are two, harmless words, but when combined, it becomes deadly. (Please read at your own risk. This triggers some mental disorders, cringe, and heart wrecking situations.) This is just for fun, and I'm literally just letting my thoughts out. So, every chapter starts with a 'What if?', and you guys can suggest some, if you want! This book is copyrighted because these are my ideas (AND COPYRIGHT FOR THOSE WHO SUGGESTED WHAT IFS!) and you need permission if you want to make out a story out of it. Thanks!

Ryan and Sean. There's something really gay about it. (But it's not like there's anything wrong with being gay)

Hot shot photographer, Sean Fujiyoshi, gets more than he bargained for when he is attacked in the street by a gang of thugs. Luckily for him a mysterious individual comes to his rescue. But who is this nameless man with a letter R taped to his chest? Sean and his best friend, D, embark on a journey to find out. Contains strong language and moderate violence.