"I don't know what's real anymore." Something's not right. This doesn't feel right. Should I talk to somebody¬NO NO NO, they'll think I'm being crazy. I'm just being silly. I should stop thinking about it. Maybe I am Going crazy... OK, OK, I have to stop thinking about it. I'm thinking way too much. yes. It might be nothing wrong at all. I'm just over reacting. I should have spoken to someone, but it's too late now, I'll just make it worse. yes you will. Don't be so stupid. Idiot. STOP. What if I... NO NO NO NO. yes. You have. No. Everything is wrong. No Just you. Why do I have to think this way. Because you're broken. The world is still the same.You're just different. I just want to stop over thinking. But you can't. Stupid. There is nobody I can speak to. That's yourfault. Nobody understands my problems. Because you're a freak. I'm so stupid. Yes. Idiot. Yes. I need help. No one can help you. I make things worse for everybody. Yes. People would be happier without me. They would. I wish this would just end. Then end it. I wish I would die. Then do it. I can't. Coward. No, I'm not a coward. Youare a coward. No. Yes. I am a coward. You are the worst. I am the worst. You Should just die. I wish I could. Nobody loves you. Nobody does. You're worthless. I am. You think too much. Yes you make things worse yes you're wrong, yes. Broken, yes Different, yes. Stupid, yes it's all yourfault. Yes. You're a freak. Yes Stupid, yes. Idiot, yes. Better without you. Yes. End it ... Do it ... Coward. . You are the worst

WATTPAD ORIGINAL EDITION The Bro Code says to leave no bro behind... But what happens when you have to choose between love and friendship? ***** Nick Maguire would never betray his best friends, Carter and Austin, by breaking The Bro Code, and he knows they'd never do that either. They've got each other's backs. That is, until Carter's sister, Eliza, returns from Australia. Unfortunately, Eliza is basically incredible, and Nick almost immediately falls head over heels. The two begin to form an undeniable bond that crackles with electricity - and spells a whole lot of trouble. Nick is about to find out that codes are made to be broken. [[word count: 60,000-70,000 words]]