((TRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS OF DEPRESSION, SELFHARM, AND SUICIDE)) Philip Michael Lester was different. He didn't belong. He wanted to fit in but knew it would never happen. He never wanted to be seen. He wanted to disapear. Daniel James Howell fit in but didn't want to. He felt alone surrounded by people pretending to care and relate. He knew they would dissapear if they found out who he really was. He didn't like himself. He wanted to be invisible. They both needed somebody to talk to. they need to let it go. They needed to leave their individual living hells.