Maddie had grown up being overweight. When she was about to enter high school, she realized that she needed to do something about it--and she did. Maddie lost several dress sizes, but along the way, she lost sight of who she was. She had no idea how to love herself--could she ever? Now 19, Maddie is a freshman in college and on her own. She's your average girl--timid, coffee-loving, and a fan of Harry Potter and dogs. Struggling to find her footing, she tries on new identities that bring her into situations she never would have gotten into before--college parties, hook-ups, bad boys and more that leaves her spiraling and desperate for answers.