Ben Bruce, David Schmitt. Eric Armenta. Whoops lets just say a sexual multi-band member fanfic, that sums it up.

Emotional wreck Spencer falls into deep love with her best friends boyfriend and can't decide if its right or if its wrong and with her dads recent death and her Older brothers cancer she feels as if life has given her the unbeatable way to live and just won't the pain to stop. Turning to drugs and razors her family conserns grow worse even though she shouldn't be the one getting pampered