**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each other better and discover things about themselves they never guessed.

Young love is a lot more than just chemicals inside your head, it's a lot more than just having a petty crush on a hot guy that sits in front of you, young love is the start of emotions; the beginning of learning how to love. Might be a lil cringe as I never intended for this to become my first full on phanfiction, regardless I hope you enjoy.

"I'm sorry..." (trigger warning)

Phil Lester is gay and a neko. he lives in an abusive home and is bullied constantly where ever he is. he is anorexic and self harms whereas Dan Howell is living the dream compared to Phil, he's popular, has loads of friends, and a straight A student. when Dan sees Phil bleeding on the floor and tries to help him will he fix him or just make everything worse? This story is uploaded every Tuesday and I hope you enjoy reading. In later chapters there is smut and there is consistant mentions of self harm throughout the entirety of this book so if you don't like it or you may be triggered I strongly advise that you don't read.

he repeats the process; C O M P L E T E tw ; self-harm, suicide, depression, major character death you can not read this story AT ALL if you get triggered by those topics

HIGHEST RANKING: #97 IN FANFICTION dan is a big fan of phil on instagram and accidentally sends him a dm that wasnt meant for him. lowercase intended!

Phil meets his best friend at age 10 and continues the friendship forever. But Dan needs to tell Phil how he felt all these years.

Phillip is a scientist who is studying Parallel Universes. After what he thinks is a tragic loss where his boyfriend, Daniel, goes into a coma he builds a machine which sends him into a different world. In this world there are no hover cars and holograms, just taxi's, tea and crumpets. When he enters a less advanced version of his world, he then meets Dan - the spitting image of his supposedly deceased boyfriend, Daniel. How will they react when Phillip and Phil meet? How will Dan and Phil handle a doppelgänger from a different universe? Cover artist: @Lionluver12 ~HelloAnonymousWriter~

CURRENTLY UNDER MAJOR EDITING. I realize that a lot of things don't make sense so I'm gonna fix them I do not own Dan, Phil, or any characters in this book. Only the idea belongs to me Punk! Phil x Pastel! Dan Dan is the quiet boy in the back of the room. He loves bright colored clothing, dressing 'girly', and flower crowns. Phil is the guy who helped Dan when he got shoved into the mud. He's the exact opposite of Dan. Peircings, tattoo sleeves, black shirts, pants, combat, motercycle riding 'punk'.

Dan Howell. Caught in a rut for a year after moving to Orlando to become a lawyer. When that didn't work out, he moved to working at Disney World as Prince Charming. Phil Lester. Smiley and bubbly, a prince even without his title at Disney World. Flirty and handsome, he works there as Prince Eric. Little did these polar opposite princes know that they would fall in love at first sight. This fanfic is short, sweet, and to the point. You get right to the fluff. Brace yourself, it's cute. This is also filled with old references so be prepared to cringeeee