HERE IS SOME RYDEN

"I wish I could see space in everyone's eyes." Ryan loves space. Ryan loves the sun, moon, galaxy and everything that has to do with night. He's different, maybe that's why Brendon likes him because he sees the world through different eyes.

New Message Recieved from bdenurie! bdenurie: hi ryonrass: Who is this? How did you even find me on an app where you can't search random names? bdenurie: if I do recall, about five minutes ago I opened up one of my favourite books, and you decided to be the funny person who wrote your username in it. bdenurie: hey but I have a thing for funny people (Mentions Drugs, Sex, Cutting, Suicide and other common triggers) warning: not a happy ending.

Ryan's new in town and with his crippling anxiety and past issues with bullying at his last town, school is not going to be easy for him to start fresh. That is, until he meets Brendon, the only person he can count on to make his life less painful than it already is. As school takes an unexpected turn, Ryan finds himself thinking about Brendon as more than a friend...

"L-listen... I know, I-" he started, his voice sounding heavy and muffled from the tears that were starting to form. "I'm upset, too. W-we can forget-" I stopped his words by shoving him against the wall and kissing the heck out of his lips. I couldn't stop, I didn't care about it being disgusting -- because it didn't feel that way, it didn't feel wrong, and no one was there to tell me it was. (LGBT themes).

"you know this stuff is for girls, right?" "fuck off dude." - lol ryan buys scented hand sanitizer and brendon makes irrelevant remarks because he's a werid little shit. !DISCLAIMER! i wrote this book before i educated myself on transgender rights and such so this book is slightly cisnormative and i'm sorry.

Ryan's life seemed like a routine. It was the same thing everyday. Until the new kid shows up, that is. That's when everything changes

DISCLAIMER: I do not own this story. All credit for the original content goes to Anna Green of @beggarsnotes on livejournal. Basically I put THROAM into a gangsta translator and I had to share it. "I have swerved mah hoopty onto his fuckin lane, n' our crazy asses have collided yet again. Crash. Bang. Smoke."