I don't do love, I do guys. Love just doesn't make sense to me. How can you devote your whole life and who you are to one person? How can there be only one person in the world that is made for you? Love is just crazy. Love is not for me, and it never will be.

I never thought that I'd ever fall in love. I've always been so afraid of being in love, and sharing every part of who I am with someone else. I didn't know how to do that. I didn't know how to love someone. But then I met him, and he showed me how. He never gave up on me until I was his. Falling in love was hard, but now that I have, things should be easier. I might finally be able to be truly happy for once in my life. I can be happy while loving him.