(This story is currently being re-written, check back in summer 2017 for weekly updates) Phil was lost And the world was grey He found the boy who would bring back the colour to his life Or at least that's what he thought. Disclaimer: Dan is in this story, but he doesn't make an appearance for the the first part of the book Trigger Warning: Depression, Self Harm, Suicide, ED , etc. This book is extremely triggering if you are easily triggered DO NOT READ

Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)