- won first place in the summer 2015 x reader fanfiction awards - You feel like your life is one big existential crisis. You can't get a job, your landlord is an asshole (to put it lightly), and your mum is incredibly overprotective. You feel lost... until you meet HIM. (featuring end of 2014 - early 2016 Dan) *UNDER SEVERE EDITING - MAY NOT MAKE SENSE* *** incredibly cliché, read at own risk. occasional swearing (censored) and mentions of mature themes. one scene of abuse. enjoy! *** ©phangirlingweirdo

13-year-old Iris has been living her life trapped in lonely foster homes. She's moved almost every month, due to being antisocial and distant towards the families. Nobody seems to understand the trauma she's dealing with; the memories of her biological family constantly haunting her. It's impossible for her to feel a sense of safety. She never feels at home. Although she does experience times of joy, it is quite rare for her to find any source of light in her life. But there are two YouTubers who manage to give her momentary happiness. And all it takes to get their attention is one letter. Just one letter, and suddenly Iris' life is where she never thought it would be; In the caring hands of Dan Howell (danisnotonfire) and Phil Lester (AmazingPhil). [A/N: There are some triggers, but overall this fanfiction isn't centered around those things. However, there is some swearing and sexual content. You've been warned!] *I am the queen of this plot so y'all better bow down to me*

Eden-June otherwise known by most people EJ is a thirteen year old girl and was orphaned when she was really young, she wanted to achieve what she wants to do when she escapes the hell of 'Mistress Youtume's Disciplined Orphanage' When she turned nine she start to believe she wasn't going to achieve her dreams. And now, at the age of thirteen she is the classic geeky person, and is different to all the guru girls, she thinks she would never been chosen out of all the girls But then a few weeks before Christmas she was adopted by two very tall figures that she thought that she would never see in person! Dan and Phil! Follow EJ's way of life and see what happens to her when she is living in the crazy house of Phan - Things that have happened with this book: 2nd most popular adopted by Dan and Phil Approached to be published (declined) Approached to turn into an audiobook (declined) Actually been read by Dan & Phil themselves Watty Nominations: 0 (for now ;D) Writing since March 2015

TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?