" Smile a little more," Winter teased, taking another picture of me. We were at his apartment, with no electricity and little sister at his grandma's. "I can't. It's raining and rain puts me in a sad mood." I told him, fluffing his hair as he took another picture of me with his huge old Kodak camera. He dropped it, letting it hang on his neck as he gently caressed my face with his cold pale fingers. "Don't I make you happy, love?" " Yes, but it makes me sad we can't be with eachother. If my parents found out I was here right now, they would murder me." " Well they aren't gonna find out." He whispered in my ear, his deep raspy voice music to my ears. I blushed as my heart skipped a beat. I pushed him onto the couch and saddled him, winking. He chucked as I played with the buckle on his studded belt. " Well don't give me any hickeys and we won't have any problems." "Oh man." Winter smiled and pulled me in closer by my wrists. Our noses touched before he kissed me tenderly. I pulled away slowly. " Let's take a few pictures." " I'm not inspired and I'm lazy." He teased and poke at my stomach. " Well I'm about to inspire you now." I said, removing my shirt and bra."I want to remember giving you my virginity."

I go though a lot of stuff and I never know how to let it out so I usually write stories or poems or suicide notes, I know it sounds bad but that's why I do :/ so here are a few of my poems I hope you like them :)

Hello :) I'm Oli's ghost :) i want to tell you my story about how i became his ghost so go on carry on reading just press the little orange button that say "Start Reading" to find out about my story.....

After loosing her mother with a fatal illness, 18 year old Helena falls into deep depression. Despite her hard work, Helena looses her job and is quickly forced to live in the streets of London. While staying in the same alleyway that HMV Apollo is, Helena finds herself in a trance of sweet sounding music. Determined to find out where the sweet melody is coming from, Helena contemplates on sneaking inside the building. Will she let the sweet melody change her path and lead her inside? Or will she ignore the music and continue on her difficult life? Blurb written by @RecklessMartinez (Sequel for this book is Who's Voice Is That?)