update:: this was written about two years ago, the writing is quite bad, I apologize in advance //trigger warning// //dans pov// "do you love me phil ?" "maybe i do"

Hey is this Dan? Yeah who are you? I'm the guy at the coffee shop Oh Phil hey! Hey. -- Dan and Phil met in a coffee shop and things started off rough but eventually got on track. When Phil tells Dan about his real life will Dan be able to pull him out of it?

//letter format// Dan Howell can't sleep, ever. Phil Lester is the cause of that

Author note: YOU HAVE TO READ THE WHOLE THING TO UNDERSTAND. I hope that you understand what I was getting at with this phanfiction. I truly believe that this is one of my best ones. Triggers: any triggers that I could put here would spoil the ending, but if you're a sensitive person, then this may be hard for you to read.

Somewhere, not too far across the Milky Way Galaxy is a small planet called 'Planet White'. Planet White is made up of these creatures similar to humans, called 'Monochromians'. The difference between these creatures and humans is that monochromians only see in black and white, and they do not know how to love; their hearts are colorless, which prevents them from seeing color. They think color is bad, so love is banned. But when one young male monochromian, Dan, has the feeling like he's missing something - and wanting to know if it's love he could possibly be missing - runs away from his home planet and accidentally lands on earth, what will Dan do when he meets a young human boy, and Dan feels like the human could fulfil Dan's missing emotion, and in turn, color Dan's heart? (Probably short chapters)

Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]