Dan lived a relatively normal life. He lived alone in a two bedroom apartment. He had a few friends that he saw regularly. He was working a steady job at a law firm as an intern. He loved his life. Until his twenty-fourth birthday. He wakes up and finds that he lost his color vision. A series of events unravels to reveal that his loss of colored sight isn't the only strange thing happening to him. ***THIS STORY IS CURRENTLY ON HOLD*** [used to be "The World In Black And White"]

Dan Howell has never been the most social person. He can't be touched, or else he has a major panic attack; he's cold and distant to everyone except his best friend, Cat; all he ever really does is study. One day, an unusually perky boy moves to town and becomes extremely interested in Dan. TRIGGER WARNING: panic attacks and general anxiety

"good night, dan" "good night, phil"

The year is 1808 and Phillip Lester is from a family that control his life. Every decision that's gotten his life this far has been made by his parents. Their next request is that Phil is to marry his lifelong friend, Louise. Forced, Phil packs his bags and gets on a train from London to the Lake District. Here, he meets an annoying, brown-eyed stranger. Warnings: homophobic language, smut, mentions of alcohol and swearing.

Phil had never been one to dwell on the bigger picture, he was the type content to saturate in the moment. He'd never really understood the way his best friend would get so hung up on finding purpose, not when he'd come to terms with the idea that life was what you made of it so early on. He considered himself a firm believer in the idea of karma, that putting good out into the world would bring you nothing but the same back. That's why he was always so careful to keep positive, to keep a smile on his face through it all. That's also why it shattered him so when the world handed him back a nightmare in exchange for his dreams. You would think, with how long they've known each other, by now Pj would have grown accustomed to loss and the crippling grief that comes along with it. He has trouble accepting it, that it's a permanent thing and no amount of reminiscing will give him the opportunity to make new memories again. That's why he reasoned with himself that becoming a medical student was a good idea, that someday he would be there for someone in a way that no one else had been there for him. He wanted to save people. And, unbeknownst to Pj, there was someone out there equally as determined to save him. Felix had always envied the simplicity that came with gaming. The guided path from start to finish, the reassurance along the way that you were doing the right thing, and if all else failed he'd always had manuals to fall back on. Real life wasn't like that, it wasn't as simple as keeping your team alive until you crossed over into the credits. Choosing between what he's always known and what his heart tells him to do won't be easy, but thankfully he's not in it alone. With zombies on their tail and feelings they don't yet want to face ahead of them, this gang of unlikely heroes are about to realize that things aren't always what they seem.

Phil left, but Dan can't get over him. So he writes letters to him.

(TRIGGER WARNINGS: Suicide references, drug use, sexual content, rape) Phil Lester is a mess. At 19, he's already done things most people would never normally consider. He juggles his day job as a barista with his night job as a male prostitute. Dan Howell, a homeschooled 15-year-old, accidentally catches Phil's eye. Dan and Phil have never previously met, but they hit it off right away, and ultimately become inseparable. They're tragically ripped apart by family drama, but the two accidentally meet again several years later. Follow Phil and Dan in their journeys of self-discovery, love, and rebellion. POV KEY: Italics: Phil, unless specified Regular: Dan, unless specified

Famous Actor Dan Howell and Beloved Alternative Singer Phil Lester (also known as polar opposites) Are forced into a relationship by their managers as a way to gain popularity. At what point did everything become real?

Phil is a Neko who was abandoned by his family. He is rescued by a rich pack of wolves and he was to get used to not always having to do everything for himself and for others. He falls in love with the oldest son and they become mated. Even though they are now together, they still have to face all the obstacles thrown at their way. Abuse!, Neko!, Carrier!, Werewolf! Fluff with mild angst

you're the color of everything that's ever meant anything