To a girl like Nicole, her problems shouldn't be anyone's concern, especially a rockstar. However, Nicole is a long-term self-harmer on the brink of destruction, and she can only dream of escape from her abrasive father and constant harassment at school. On the verge of graduation and contemplating suicide, she discovers her brother Bobby has a well-known friend, Chris Motionless. She is well aware of who he is, she found out about his blog before his music, and surprisingly some days, his words have helped her. Chris has been a friend of Bobby's for years and agrees to help Bobby with his little sister by taking her back to Scranton with him. Nicole goes along, desperate for a change in her dark world, but as she develops real feelings for Chris, she finds out he is already taken, and she is driven deeper into her depression. She fights as hard as she can to keep it a secret from Chris, hoping to gain the courage to end her pain before he realizes what she's doing. Will Chris see through Nicole's lies and save her from herself? Or will she end up being a terrible memory?

The utter most inner thoughts and feelings of one who has but no other way to express them and therefore without a pen a paper she very much may spontaneously combust in an explosion of secrets bottled up for far far too long. : )

Poems I wrote... They aren't really good in my opinion but here, some are about me, my life, and how I feel, some are about people I know, and some are just poems about nothing in particular.