the main character hannah a 15 year old girl that is a depressed and suicidal but no one knows like no one not even her mum. she keeps a kinda diary thingy which she writes her last few words in there, you could say it's her suicidal book. because she has really bad anxiety she can't talk to anyone about her problems. she has a crush but sadly her crush is is her bully luke hemmings. hannah is bullied by luke hemmings, calum hood, michael clifford and ashton irwin. this is hannah's story and her last words.

"What's it like?" Luke whispered, playing with her hands as they sat there in silence "Hmm?" She turned her head to see the tall boy next to her "Depression, what's it like?" She thought long and hard about her answer, "It's like drowning but... you can see everyone else around you... breathing" ••••• "I'm Fine" - the biggest lie a person has ever told. Courtney was Luke's best friend until she fell into depression and there was no one to catch her. Not until Mark came along and everything was okay, apart from Luke was being torn apart every time he saw them - but it was making her happy, the relationship, so he was 'Fine'. Mark brutally broke up with Courtney and now she won't talk to anyone. Courtney has depression again but it's worse - and Luke has to bring her out of it.

"I just don't think it's worth it anymore. One more pill. Just one more pill to take away the pain." Warning read at own risk. I am in no way promoting self harm or usage of drugs. Story might trigger things. Hope you enjoy.