josh isn't the skinniest boy you've ever met. but he will be. (tw for eating disorders & selfharm/suicide(?)/transphobia)

Tyler loves Josh and wants him to recover, Josh doesn't think he can recover, not until he's reached the right weight. // "You need to eat more than that to survive. Please, I care about you." "Don't worry Tyler. It's all under control." // Au // Warnings - eating disorders, mentions self-harm, suicide etc. Eating disorder!josh Helpful!tyler // Josh's thoughts are loosely based one my own so there's no need to complain about how unrealistic it is

oh my god this book is so weird and cringey I'm! not! like! this! anymore! if you know me irl please don't judge me, I was in a phase and alone ~ ahahahahahahaha i'm going to hell ~trigger warning~ don't click on this if you're innocent