She thought the world was against her and being loved just wasn't for her, until she met four boys determined to change that. (the writing in this is certainly not my best, just a heads up) warning: this book deals with triggering topics such as eating disorders, self-harm, and suicide. [highest ranking ~ #1 fanfiction] 2015 by mrcalibu. All rights reserved (I do not own 5 Seconds of Summer, Hi Or Hey Records, Arzaylea, Bryana Holly, or any real-life characters that may be involved in the story. I only own my own characters, such as Daisy. Every character and their actions in this book is strictly fictional.)

INTRO Everyday is like a nightmare . A nightmare I just can't seem to wake up from . Everyday I get yelled at. I get criticized . I get called names. I'm called fat and ugly. My brothers hate me. My mom is ashamed of me. And I ? I don't know what I did wrong. Maybe if I wasn't born everyone's life would be better. Right now I am 16 years old . I've been going through this science I was young. My dad he has been in and out of jail. This last time he stayed 2 years and was deported. I feel like my dad is the only person on earth that loves me. But... He is not with me... I am alone.. I have trust issues. I'm very reserved . I'm not very social. I have never had a boyfriend . I am not like other girls. I am different.... I cry myself to sleep every night. I pray that some day it will get better. But will it? I am BROKEN. Can someone fix me . Can someone show me what a friend is? What love is?

Bullying is a very serious issue that effects the lives of many. I hope that by many of us sharing our personal stories, it will not only help victims realize that they are not alone, but also help bullies realize how strongly their actions and words can effect others. If you've experienced bullying and would like to share your story in this book, here is the link to the submission form: http://goo.gl/forms/fJXipq1sD9 *Note*: If you or someone you know has feelings of depression, suicide, harassment, or self harm, please check out the resources available in your region: http://support.wattpad.com/hc/en-us/articles/200774284-Counseling-and-Prevention-Resources