Next door [C.H.] (ON HOLD)

"How can I become Ponyboy?" He asked "Why do you want to be Ponyboy so bad?" "Because you like him." He said smiling "I like you." "No you don't" "Fine I don't. But I lie to myself all the time. But I never believe me." I said smiling knowing he doesn't get it yet. "What is that suppose to mean?" "Figure it out."