i hate how you look at me like i am everything. because i am quite clearly, nothing at all. so i don't understand. • v ; xxiii • 2017 including lines from the book, milk and honey by rupi kaur [lowercase intended] all rights reserved [ warning: abuse in flashbacks and abandonment and death ]

❝you stress me out, you kill me, you drag me down, you fuck me up, we're on the ground, we're screaming, i don't know how to make it stop, i love it, i hate it, and i can't take it, but i keep on coming back to you...❞ ( © guccikeery, 2017. )

sometimes you can't escape who you were, no matter who you try to become.

In which Mariah Johnson is added to the sidemen group-chat and reunited with a childhood friend and a childhood crush

"Well look who's arrived on the pitch. Y/N Y/L/N! She's new to the team and according to her team, she's gonna help them kick ass. So please welcome OddY/N as she makes history." ***i'm almost done with this book, so when i am, i will be heavily editing a LOT of the first chapters, so for now please excuse the writing*** ••• You're a famous YouTuber, known for your football skills, rants, and of course, crazy fangirling. You've always been a fan of the Sidemen, especially Simon Minter. How will your feelings for your idol affect your chance to play against him? Started: Aug. 22, 2016 Finished:

In which a broken girl is fixed by her brother's best friend with some bumps along the way 'Angel, knew you were special from the moment I saw you. Angel, I feel you closer every time I call you. Cuz all I see are wings, flying, see your wings.'

❝you can love someone so much...but you can never love people as much as you can miss them❞ a story told in letters. [miniminter] started: 06/08/16 finished: 10/11/16

❝ SHE'S TOO PURE AND INNOCENT FOR A GUY SO DANGEROUS ❞ in which simon minter, the most ruthless boy in the whole school has a soft spot for a particular girl.

He's rude and seems to hate everyone. The only friends he has, are his sketchbook and watercolour paints. But you - the reader - think he is remarkably hot. *slow updates*

Sophie is a 19 year old working in Nandos, when a group of 7 guys come in one day does she feel an instant connection to one of them? And does it go swiftly for them?