You don't know what's out in the world, until you witness it yourself. It may be hard to believe, but it becomes something you can't deny. He's not human. He's selfish, cocky and arrogant. She's human. She's guarded, hardheaded and stubborn. Her world was never supposed to collide with his. She was never supposed to fall in love. And he was never supposed to have a heart... © Intoxicatedd || 2013-2015 || P.s This book was written almost a whole decade ago so read at your own risk!

WARNING: This contains mature content such as sex, drugs, violence. Zoe Fray has just moved to Bradford when she meets Zayn - a guy from her neighborhood who's got the looks of a Calvin Klein model, and an arrogant yet alluring bad boy attitude. For some reason Zoe quickly catches Zayn's eye, and when he starts using his irresistible charm on her, Zoe's new friends tell her to stay away from him, saying he has a bad reputation including drugs, crimes and girls. Can Zoe trust him and put up with his bad reputation or is he really nothing but trouble?

Mein Leben war toll bevor ich mich auf ihn einließ. Keine Sorgen. Keine Urteile. Keine Angst. Aber seitdem ich mich auf ihn einlgelassen habe, hat mein Leben eine so krasse Wendung genommen, welche ich nie dachte würde mich so runter ziehen... und es gibt keinen Weg mehr zurück. Das ist jetzt mein Leben. Gefüllt mit neuen Freunden. Neuen Feinden. Neuen Kämpfen. Neuen Möglichkeiten. Ich wollte nie, dass das passiert. Aber ich dachte auch nie mich so hilflos zu verlieben. Im Leben passieren Dinge. So ist das Leben. Du kannst es nicht kontrollieren. Manchmal trifft dich alles wie eine Kugel. Manchmal ist es gut, manchmal nicht. Wer hätte gedacht, dass ich mich so verlieben würde? Sicherlich nicht ich. Ich wusste es war nicht sicher, ihn um mich zu haben. Er ist gefährlich, aber er ist auch meine erste wirkliche Liebe. Vielleicht habe ich die Falsche Entscheidung getroffen, aber es ist jetzt zu spät. Ich stecke in seiner dunklen Welt und es gibt keinen Weg wie ich sie verlassen kann.

❝ du wirst verdammt nochmal das machen, was ich dir sage, hast du verstanden?❞

Cover your eyes. Keep it inside. Swallow the light down. Lay in your grave. The bed that you've made. Follow the blood. Do you think you can hide? Do you believe the lies? Twist it up in your mind. You'll run out of time. What happened to us? Consumed by the shadows, swallowed whole by the darkness. Does this darkness have a name? Is it your name? // © - Copyright 2014 - IsabelllovingBoobear Cover: @riverrunlou

She wasn't looking for this. She didn't need this. He wasn't who she thought he was. But she couldn't let him go. He had his secrets. He kept his guard up. All she knew was that he was dangerous He'd rather be feared than loved. But she broke through his boundaries. His eyes were alluring. His smile dangerous. His body muscular. His actions dangerous.