Pewdie has fallen into a bit of grief after the death of his one, and only girlfriend in a car accident. It haunts him to the point he turns to alcohol and drugs to numb the pain he is suffering. Every night he goes to bed he can see her smile, hear her cries, and see the last moments of her sweet life crushed. Cry has been worried about him for months and tries his best to get in touch with him, but is only denied by drunken attempts each time. What will happen when Cry does his best to bring his friend back to reality?

It’s so damn annoying. Cry never had anything against Pewdie, his laugh, his hair, his normal clothing or that creepy facial expression he pulls sometimes. Actually, he liked Pewdie since the first time they met. He’s the kind of guy who can talk and do whatever he wants without caring about what other people think. Pewdie is, well.. Pewdie. He’s unique, eccentric, bouncy, crazy and shameless, especially shameless. Cry learned to accept this, including all those things in the wonderful package of friendship he received. Not that he needed much practice, since he spends most of his time with the sugar and video game addicted human hurricane. But not this time. Cry always managed to avoid it, so why does Pewdie have to put an end to this peace? Pewdie is planning a road trip across the American states as a proper introduction to him visiting the freedom country. Cry, being the best friend, and tag along of the duo, has been forced to say anything but no.

A collab with _The_Masked_Lady_! <3 In the year 2040, the government managed to create a vaccine that helped people become immune to any form of illnesses. It worked, but there were...Complications. Some couldn't handle the vaccine, deforming them into atrocious monsters. Those "people" began to attack the others. Soon, everything went downhill. Eventually, they were placed into categories- 6 different types of species were identified. Dead Mothers, Almost Humans, Leatherfaces, No Faces, Babydolls and Rakes. These "people" were eventually deemed infected. In response to this, the government created a city called Lilly. Giant barricades were built to separate these monsters and to prevent them from taking any more lives. Cry has always protected his family from harm. But eventually, the food storage was running low and the leaders decided to recruit people for scavenging. This could only mean one thing, they would have to go to "The Carnival". Oddly enough, this abandoned place held the most food. The only trouble is that it just happens to be the place where the monsters decided to make their home. Cry knew how dangerous this mission was but he would never have expected to meet a monster face to face, alone! Felix sees the world through a bloodied lens. He has no memories of his past, his only memory being the unbearable pain in his arm and eyes. He doesn't necessarily care though, as he has gained a new family from his change. He never understood why the other people stayed behind giant walls, they would even hurt him when he tried to confront them. Yes, they have tried to harm them, but that was only out of fear and the uncontrollable pain. They became desperate for help, so they began to collect supplies and bring them to "The Carnival." in hopes of finally receiving some help.

Pewdie has recently moved into a new home, unexpecting that his neighbour was someone much like himself. Who? Cry. These two easily become the best of friends. Little did they know, feelings were beginning to form on both ends, as well as confusion. Though, this is only the beginning of their troubles. A misunderstanding between the two causes Pewdie to get caught in an accident, placing the YouTuber into a coma. Doctors try to wake him but soon find out the reasons for their failure. What exactly is keeping him asleep? The Swede himself refuses to wake up! In one last desperate attempt, they send his best friend Cry, into the depths of Pewdie's mind to figure out why the male won't wake. It was up to Cry to bring Pewdie back.

"Do you have feelings for him?" He asked with a hard gaze, one full of fury. I looked down at my old sneakers to avoid that overwhelming stare of his, the feeling of wanting to disappear growing inside of me. "No..." I murmered, the single word barely audible even to my ears. My thumbs twiddled out of habit as I tried my best to hold in my tears. I couldn't even recognize the man in front of me anymore. He used to be my absolute bestfriend, which stung like hell, but it was even more heart-breaking since I undeniably love him. "Good." The Swede stated, releasing my shoulders from his iron grip and beginning to walk away. 'No,' I thought. 'I can't let him go with this...new side of him...' "You've changed." I whispered. My tired eyes shut and my tears finally leaked out. "No I haven't." Was his reply and I gave up. "Forget it." I muttered miserably, wiping away my tears. "You'll never go back to the man you used to be." I added before turning around and running away. "Cry!"

It's sad to say that tragedy is a normal part of life, but even sadder when it's part of yours. Losing someone can take a lot out of a person, but what happens when someone with worse problems come along? What happens when someone, someone who never knew love or had what you did, comes into your life and shows you a thing or two about yourself that you never knew? And after all the stuff they show you... What would you do to keep them there with you? Mistakes can lead to some very bad things, but they can also lead to a very pleasant, but surprising future... But it's hard to say that everyone chooses the right path, but it's even harder to admit you've done wrong. (not a sad book/ no self harm/ no drugs/ no violence/ no suicide) [exception to chapters 19 and 20]

Cry is a powerful Incubus from the deepest depths of Hell, and master of the most corrupted harems in the Netherworld. Bored with the usual, he decides to venture beyond Hell's gates, looking for suitable human mates. Sex with humans turns out to be better than he expects. Humans are so fragile, and so easily subjected to depression; that's what makes them a rare delicacy. Though, Cry encounters one human who is filled with so much hatred and self loathing he can't help but want to capture and devour him.

Pewdie and Marzia don't seem to be getting along, and it isn't long until the worst happens, reducing Pewdie to tears. Cry knows exactly what's going on and doesn't mind getting up close and personal as he finds himself comforting Pewdie in ways he never imagined. As time goes on, Cry and Pewdie find themselves growing close to each other, and both don't seem to mind the other's affection that grows as they spend time together. As Pewdie's romantic relationship with Marzia expires, will he find himself falling into another kind of love, one that he can't bring himself to admit? Will all his bad feelings disappear, and will he find someone new? Or... Will something of another fate occur, tossing him back into the pit of dispair, so deep he won't be able to climb back out? (P.S. I have nothing against Marzia. I think her and Pewds are an amazing couple! Sorry if how she is represented offends people!)

Pewdie and Cry have been friends for a while now, Cry has seen Felix progress in his channel, he was even there whenever Marzia came into his life. He could tell Pewds. Anything. But when Cry realises what he's felt for Pewdie all along inside, he notices that its not all that easy...