Emerson is miserable with his life. He’s constantly bullied, and his boyfriend, Matt, sides with his tormentors. When Emerson hides in the school’s boiler room to escape everyone, he doesn’t expect to find a journal. The journal looks simple enough, but inside, it contains the shocking story of a boy named Nash. As Emerson reads deeper into the heart wrenching words of Nash’s life, he is unaware that his life is about to change forever.

Lee Seiren, smart, beautiful and not to mention skilled,had a horrible childhood and had been recruited by a company that is never heard of. After years of blood, sweat and tears, Seiren has become the top agent in her company. After years of missions, 12 boys join her team. On a mission, she meets 2 other guys, and it creates a love triangle and she can't concentrate because of it. How will her life be after? Is reality that cruel? Is there a way to overcome it? Will her and her new members be able save the world? *Some parts of this story may contain huge amounts of gore, so if you are sensitive to those, I advise you not to read this.*