Sometimes people feel caged, or like they're trapped and can't get out. Iris Angels used to never be able to shake that feeling due to her horrible childhood with abusive parents a even being sent to a mental hospital. But after meeting the singer of Sleeping with Sirens, Kellin Quinn, she found a happiness she never knew she could feel. Her life was gold. But nothing gold can stay. Suddenly after something happened permanently change Iris' life, her health starts to become major issue. At least what's left of her health. With I practically living in the hospital it could only lead to sadness maybe heartbreak, maybe even peace...

_SEQUEL OUT_Iris Angel had too many problems to count. She had abusive parents , she had bullies, too many to count, and too many insecurities. The list added on, but the hardest is when you can't defend yourself. When you can't defend yourself what do you do? You run. So she ran from her problems by living in a new apartment across town. Where sparks fly when Kellin approaches. Where they grow close, grow a relationship. But what happens when some one is stocking her, trying to get her back. She can't defend herself, So will Kellin defend her?

Never date a band member. Especially the lead singer. They get all the attention, all the girls, everything. And it's hard to just sit back and watch that. Well, it was for me, that is. I hated sitting back and watching him put everything before me. I was jealous of all the groupies and all the fans he saw every night. He'd never get with any of them, but still. I was jealous. Why? Because he was and is happier on stage then when he was home and got to see me, the "love of his life". He always did tell me that I came first. I know that's a lie though, because if I came first he would've been home me. Here I am, in Portland alone, depressed. And longing for someone to stay and talk to me. About all my secrets. Everything I've kept bottled up. Everything that I never told him while he was gone on tour. And now I never will. We broke up. I shouldn't cry about it though, I knew this would happen. That's what happens when you date the lead singer.

Amberlynn Grace has been best friends with Niall Horan since she was 5 years old. When she was 15, Niall left to go audition for X-factor, and she was left behind in West Meath, only able to talk to Niall on the computer. And then, her world turns upside down. Her parents announce they are moving to America. Even farther away from Niall. Her parents tell her once she turns 18, and graduates high school she can move anywhere she wants. At first, She's upset about leaving, and tries to refuse to go. But then Niall promises her that he'll be there to get her on her graduation day. Fast forward a few years, and Niall has arrived to get her. She moves to London with Niall and the rest of the boys. The more time she spends with him, and he spends with her, the clearer something becomes to the both of them. Just without the other knowing it. It could tear them apart, or it could make them closer than ever.

"without you i'll be miserable at best."