Erin Collins is just an average 18 year old from Wisconsin. She spends the summer in Ireland with the intention of learning more about her family history, but while she's there she encounters something far more interesting: One Direction.

I came to London to spend my summer with my older brother Louis. But didn't mean to fall in love with someone I hate. Niall Horan.

WARNING: YOU SHOULDNT BE READING THIS!!!! NO ! DONT DO THIS TO YOURSELF BECAUSE It is heartbreaking. The way Niall hid it from the world. The way Niall changed his identity. The things he faced when he was a kid. Everyone loves Niall Horan...afterall he..is ..sweet, charming, crazzy....his life seems picture perfect, doesnt it? But he has deep secrets, Secrets that he told none about. Secret identity.Secret interests.Secret love.Secret childhood. He wears a mask of happiness. Always. His life seems great , but to him its frustrating.....He is internally depressed ........because he had a troubled childhood....everything left him sad .....until he met Natalie....................again. But do you think his life is gonna go perfectly after he meets her...???/............find out.....from Natalie's diary............. SO ARE YOU READY TO GET HEARTBROKEN? (ps: please read "to the reader" before starting the chapters