Jason's Mind (Please Read) I am nothing but a disappointment. That's all I have ever been since the day I was born. I am too much of a burden to put on anyone's fragile shoulders. I myself, feel like I could collapse at any moment. Just sitting in a pile of my own tears. Who needs my worthless life in this depressing world. Life would be so much better without me. Mathew doesn't even care about me anymore. Besides, that means he can have the other half of the dorm all to himself. My parents definitely do not care about me. Ever since I was born, the only memories I have of them are memories of them throwing punch after punch at me because I never seemed to do things right in the Smith household. And so because of this, I would get abused violently. My actions have affected who I am today. I am a worthless pile of nothing.