550 pages complete - daily updates coming 7/18 The insinuation didn't make her mad. It didn't comfort her. But it did strike a chord. "My instincts are the only reason I'm alive. They're why those children in Sangravah survived." Azriel descended to the grounds of the river house. "Then perhaps you should listen to them." He set her down gently and the moment she opened her mouth to retort, he cut her off. "I told you I would wait. I meant it." His words rendered her dumbfounded. They were the words of a male devoted. A male who knew her far longer than Azriel had. But she didn't reject them, because her tears over his broken body had been the tears of a female who had lost a part of their soul. A female bound to him. "Shall we?" said Azriel, gesturing up at the river house. And Gwyn nodded, for she knew no words. *cover by lowkeystruggling*

Bonnie Winters was one of the most prestigious ballerinas in New York. Castiel Novak was one of the biggest journalists for the New York Times. Dean Winchester was one of New York's top rising Male Models. ... "BONNIE WINTERS OVERRATED" That was the headline that began it all. All the heartache, the lies, the deceit, and the escalating abuse. What could she do when she was stuck? Nothing was black and white, that was what she longed for; but how can the life of a prestigious dancer, such as herself, be so simple. It couldn't. But maybe in due time she could make her life into exactly what she wanted it to be, whether it was with the people she thought she could trust or not. Who could she trust, anyway? Get ready for a whirlwind of emotions, heartbreak, drama, anger, abuse, and plot twists. Get ready To Dance.

THIS TITLE IS HEAVILY UNDER CONSTRUCTION! I started writing this fanfiction I think over 10 years ago. My goal is to finish Thoughtless. I'd like to make it an AU now where we deviate from what's happened after around season 7-8. My maturity level has changed as well as my outlook on some of the things I have written here. Other than all of that, thank you so much for picking this up, and I hope you enjoy the Mess so Far, lol. All Rights Reserved. ® Copyright ©