Depression/Self-harm
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On Good Days-Phan by danisnotonfirex
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Author note: YOU HAVE TO READ THE WHOLE THING TO UNDERSTAND. I hope that you understand what I was getting at with this phanfiction. I truly believe that this is one of my best ones. Triggers: any triggers that I could put here would spoil the ending, but if you're a sensitive person, then this may be hard for you to read.
Skyway Avenue-Phan by danisnotonfirex
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Dan and Phil have been made fun of since middle school for being gay. Once in high school, things haven't gotten any better. They decide to end things at a party. Triggers: Suicide, mild language Author Note:I truly think that this is my best one shot so far. Song that this story was based off of is in the title. Enjoy!
A Dangerous Mind (Phan) by chemicalle
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Dan is a patient in a mental hospital. He doesn't understand why he is there and doesn't remember any of the events that he has done. His everyday boring life in the hospital changes when a new patient comes in.
Weird Feelings (Phan) by acidphan
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plz don't read this it's dumb and I'm embarrassed. (2016) - Dan and Phil begin to develop feelings toward eachother but not sure how to explain it. Is it a crush? Or more? And what happens when they're both called to do a segment together for a youtube convention? Will they act fine or will they remain friends? WARNING. TRIGGERS OF SUICIDE, AND SELF HARM. written October 2012. // this was my first fic and i am aware that there are a lot of mistakes (lowercase intended)
Fighter-A Phan Story by danisnotonfirex
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Dan Howell and Phil Lester are constantly haunted by Dan's suicide attempt. A story about love, depression, and recovery. This is a series adapted from the one shot, Skinny Love. Read it here:http://www.wattpad.com/story/3493044-skinny-love-phan Triggers: Suicide, depression, boyxboy Author Note: Written by request
Skinny Love-Phan by danisnotonfirex
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Five days ago, Phil found his best friend bleeding to death. Triggers: attempted suicide, self harm Author note: Based off of the song Skinny Love. I prefer the Birdy version, but Bon Iver is the original artist. I suggest listening during reading. If you enjoy, become a fan, vote, and comment any ideas you have. :D
Asylum - a Phanfiction by acciolester
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Life isn't always fair, is it? once Dan meets Phil at a therapist centre, their lives take a turn for what seems like the best, for the time being... [Contains mention of suicide, depression and death, could be triggering. Strong language.]
I Love You More Than YouTube. Phanfiction by AmazingAmbah
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Phil loves Dan. Dan loves Phil. When they find out how will they react? Will it lead them into more trouble than their relationship is worth? WARNING: Contains Self-harm, scenes of cruelty, swearing, general boyxboy stuff.
If I Knew Then (Phan) by ToriDreamsOfTomorrow
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**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each other better and discover things about themselves they never guessed.