"What do you mean he's dead?" I ask. "He's gone syndi." She tells me with tears streaming down her face. I dropped down to the floor with tears in my eyes. "No, not my baby!" I say loudly. "Come on you gotta get up." She tells me pulling me up from the ground. "No, no!" I say loudly. "I know baby, I know." She tells me hugging me tight while rubbing my back.