To look deeper, you can take the meanings of theoretical to mean relating to or based on a theory, and hypothetical to mean relating to, or based on a hypothesis. Hypothetically thinking. India is a woman who have been depressed, a woman who is numb to the pain and numb to her thoughts. After losing everything she is convinced that she well never find love again...especially the love she once knew.

"Is there anyone you can trust with you're life?" Boss had asked me. I thought hard. I had managed to tangle myself in a web of deceit, murder, greed, and violence. Was there anyone I could trust at all? There was one person. One person,who, in the midst of it all saw me for what I really was. A survivor. Only problem was that I had no idea where she was or if she was even alive.