i think i hit the point in my life, where i'm just done. i cried, i fought, i tried, but everything is crashing down. my demons are screaming louder, trying to eat away the rest of me and this time, i'm not going to fight back. --- accomplishments: #4 in fan fiction #1 in kian lawley #3 in trevor moran #7 in ricky dillon #4 in sam pottorff #1 in jenn mcallister --- finished in 2014 still editing

Kat just moved to California with her mom. Starts a new school. What happens when she meets kian? The school's bad boy?

Cassidy Rivers, 16 , was your average teenager. She wasn't that over popular cheerleader and she wasn't the nerd that nobody knew. She was just an average girl, getting on with her everyday life. Yes, she has her problems, she has been through a lot, she has been broken many times. She thinks that nothing will ever change, she thinks she will always be broken, until she meets Kian Lawley, a famous Youtuber from a collab channel called O2L. Kian makes Cassidy happy for the first time in years. But will it last, or will she be broken again? "Kian?..." I ask, quietly under my breath. "Yes, Cass?" Kian replied, worry in his voice. "Why am I so broken..?" I ask, tears spilling down my face. Love, relationships, heartbreak, regrets and jealousy.

"no paige. i can't do the whole 'everything's going to be okay' bullshit, because actually nothing is okay. i am a mess. without you i can't function. you're my rock. my everything. i can't be happy-," DISCONTINUED