This is How i feel about Kapeka We never met face to face but we will be there for each other always

I've never felt anything, but pain and sadness. Then one day, nothing. I thought he'd change that. Error, is a horrible side affect of life. I wish I could just take it. Life, life is what causes me this pain. The pain of never being able to dissappear from the people who don't care. It sticks me to them, like glue to a paper. As a fly is to honey. Something that they can break and tear as they please, until I'm nothing, but a shredded heart. An empty soul, just a shadow left to be stepped on. Until he comes, the boy that has showed me the light. The boy i call my alpha male. He's my pup, my light, my everything. With out him I'd be left to wonder around in the cold, empty void of darkness. In which most would call life. Mine, however, is merely a nightmare.