This is my past. This is what I've gone through. Some of these songs are old revised songs of mine I never published. This is my first full album I've made in years. I won't know how many parts (Lyric sets) I'll have in it until I feel like I'm done. Shit's going downhill at the moment, so this is all what's kind of led up to it. WARNING ALBUM CONTAINS LYRICS W/ EXPLICIT LANGUAGE

I know this is something that everybody has dealt with, or will deal with at least once in their lifetime. I ain't gonna sugarcoat it, it ain't a good feeling to have. I mean, to believe that you aren't worth something is one thing. But to truly experience that belief... That's an entirely different feeling. And I know that things for me are actually going pretty good at the moment... I guess I'm just feeling this way because I've always been a ghost, and now I ain't. It feels good to not be one, but at the same time it doesn't.

Just a song I wrote about change in my life. I haven't been able to write for a while because I've experienced a bit of writer's block. Hope you enjoy. (WARNING: CONTAINS EXPLICIT LYRICS)

Blame is my name, and that's all I'll ever be... I don't know why I'm still writing these songs, I just can't stop. I don't know what's going on, this isn't all what I want to be in my life. I know it ain't me. But I guess that's all I'll ever be.

Lately things ain't been too good. But I'm working on fixing it all up. Both her and I, we're gonna make it through this together, just like the same way we went into it. I'd like to thank my friend Kipcreate for lending me some of his verses and lines in his poems to use in this song.

Feeling much better now. Still having medical problems. But I can deal with that easily. So thanks for reading through my depressing crap. :)

A poem about the life of someone who struggles with PTSD

Idk

The title, I feel explains it. Poetry that will hopefully worm around to your heart and touch your soul.