Tyler Seguin gets seriously injured in a car accident. Will he ever walk again? Until the doctors know more the Stars decide it would be best if no one finds out about his condition. Only a handful of hospital staff know that he's staying there, including 4 nurses. He develops a special bond with one of his nurses, perhaps a bit too special. ((Read the author's note))

"I keep telling myself 'never again', but I still find myself in the same situation feeling even worse than the time before." When you are secure in yourself, know what turns you on, and enjoy watching your partner watch you experience sexual pleasure, you have a highly novel relationship grounded in love. The experience of seeing and being seen fuels lust and desire. This is exactly the way you integrate healthy lust and love into your sex life. It's relational sex, not the old pornographic sex of past addictions.

"They say you gotta refrain to get rewarded, but fucking is an addiction. The more you fuck the more you want it." When you have a persistent sense of heartbreak and gutwrench, the physical sensations become intolerable and we will do anything to make those feelings disappear. And that is really the origin of what happens in human pathology. People take drugs to make it disappear, and they cut themselves to make it disappear, and they starve themselves to make it disappear, and they have sex with anyone who comes along to make it disappear and once you have these horrible sensations in your body, you'll do anything to make it go away.

I don't do love, I do guys. Love just doesn't make sense to me. How can you devote your whole life and who you are to one person? How can there be only one person in the world that is made for you? Love is just crazy. Love is not for me, and it never will be.

I never thought that I'd ever fall in love. I've always been so afraid of being in love, and sharing every part of who I am with someone else. I didn't know how to do that. I didn't know how to love someone. But then I met him, and he showed me how. He never gave up on me until I was his. Falling in love was hard, but now that I have, things should be easier. I might finally be able to be truly happy for once in my life. I can be happy while loving him.